2nd semester of 2017

Yo.

I always say like this to open up a post, 'been a while, been a fucking while'. I don't know a starting line anyway.

How you guys doing? I'm doing good (ya i ask this for myself so)
I kinda miss the blogger era when i posted something then my friends would ask me if im okay or they just confirmed was it true or not, or simply told me how funny my posts are.
Everyone's now doing instagram story and live or snapchat or post their snapchat in instagram and it's annoying. If you'd like to know, i mute almost all of them' stories in my account.
I posted something also sometimes, who knows no one mute mines too? Lol

Life's getting better, isn't it? I think so.
Because nothing stresses me anymore, not a single thing, nor people.
To have nothing to worry is a blessing,
and to have no one in your side is a blessing too.
Have no expectations,
emotions,
argumentation,
judgement,
is something you should be graceful about.

Yet i'm still waiting for someone to come to my life and say 'you know what? i'm the one who can change what you think about love all this time'. And not just that, i'm still waiting for a person that can makes me believe it.

Sometimes i wonder if i could meet that person in the same elevator in office building, or if we pass to each other in bus shelter, or anywhere. I still believe more in the magical coincidence that brings you into emotional intimacy and hope that universe has conspired bringing us together, rather than kind of matchmaking you'll get from your friends or tinder. Why the fuck i still believe those cheap comedy-romantic scenarios? Those i-fall-in-love-in-a-first-sight? *puke*

I think i read too much comic books.