How the table has turn

 Knock, knock, who's there?

It's the fourth month of the year & we're still in the pandemic :)

I can tell it's already more than a year since we do everything from home. Like okay, can we just stop playing with this virus?? First of all, I'm so sorry for everyone who lost their special someone because of this virus. Please take care & know that everything will be just fine. I had my dad & my sister infected by this virus also, but thankfully they're recovery very well. And oh, my 78-years-old-grandma has done vaccinated on this month so it got me a little relief. 

Another thing is, I just got married on the last February. Lol. Never see things coming, huh? No worries because that's what I'm thinking, ok? Hahaha. I never thought that I'd be married at 27 (or at any age phase of my life), but yeah that's how my life's going on now. Finally, I marry my bestfriend since high school & we've been together for almost 3 years. Those 3 years was hard as hell, like we need to face that everyone is against our relationship that i feel overwhelmed sometimes. But, we did it. In the end, we did it and we're so proud of ourselves that we're never choose to give up. I never think that marriage is the happy ending, but it's more like a beginning. Beginning of everything. Though i feel a little bit scared of this beginning, I'm sure we're just gonna ride through it no matter how hard that is.

What I'm going to say here is, that I can't stop being so grateful of my life. Finally I learn that all of those hardships I've been through in my life led me to the way I am now. I learn that staying over is better than starting over. To keep holding on to your faith, and to utterly hand it over in God. Know that we can never control everything, and timing is only belongs to God. Do the best thing you can & let God do the rest. I keep realizing how every good things in my life only could happen just because I pray for it. So please, sincerely pray in every possible way for the things you desire the most. You never know how powerful that is.