Well, hi.


I don't know what I'm going to say, or write about in here. I feel awful to write again.
Some nights I can't sleep until morning, and those words come hittin me like drizzle.
And when I woke up, it's all gone.
All the memories gone. And dreams, and words.
And feeling still sleepy as hard.

Noow...I'm feeling completely different than I used to before. I'm now a worker, working like a pig every single day (and i mean it) and still feel poor. How the world could be so rudeee??

There so many things I said i wish didn't do- or wouldn't do. But now I'm doing it and fully conscious, that this is not what i really want.

What i really want?

People keep asking me, about what happened, or am I okay..
But I guess they don't really mind about me, they just want to know about my life's going
Is there a mistakes? Is there's something wrong?
And if they found any, they could talking about it five times much worse than it's actually happened.

All of them do that, i can tell.

I don't really care if i have to lost some people in my life, and if they' asking once again about what i really want, here's i probably answer:

I just want be happy,
and if you aren't gonna make me happy,
or you aren't the reason why I'm happy,
so we can say goodbye
and wish good luck for each other's life.