Hello, comrades! Been a long time not posting anything in here. A really long time. The last post is almost two months ago. Anyway, so many things happened for these past two months, so let me review some of it:
1. Sidang komprehensif
Ya lo taulah jenis sidang macam apa itu. Sidang kelulusan. Penentu lulus atau engganya gue dari kampus yang udah selama 3,5 taun ini gue sambangi tiap hari. Jumat, 9 Januari 2015 menjadi momen penting dalam hidup gue. Kira-kira pukul 09.00 pagi sidang dimulai. Gue dipanggil masuk ke dalem ruang sidang. Pintu ditutup. 2 jam kemudian datang ambulans. Gue kram otak. Sesantai-santainya elo, tapi saat harus berhadapan dengan 4 orang dosen penguji semua yang udah lo persiapkan rasanya gabisa keluar. Lidah terasa kelu dan otak mengawang-awang. Lo diem, dosen penguji nungguin jawaban lo, temen-temen diluar nungguin kaya orang nunggu lahiran. Ketika beberapa pertanyaan yang sangat amat mendasar ditanyakan, gue gabisa jawab. Malah kebayang-bayang mukanya chibi maruko-chan (jangan tanya kenapa please gue juga ngga tau). Gue cuma bisa "emmm...eng...aa..hmm..". Ditambah saat ketua penguji ngomong "saya bisa aja loh tidak meluluskan anda". Gue cuma bisa cengengesan sambil bilang "jangan dong, pak...." padahal dalem hati teriak 'BUNUH GUA AJA PAK SEKALIAN'. When the time is up and you go outta the room, there's no such a relief i feel it at the moment. And all the people you love give you a hug. You nailed it.
2. Graduation Day
This is the day that every student's dreaming about. The day which is you struggle in day and night to prove all your dedication to your parents. For me, it's dedicated to the only-not-women-but-a-hero, Mom. Every time i felt i cannot through this uni life anymore, just remember how many money, tears, energies and times that she takes to get me to this place for she wants me have a better life. Undangan wisuda adalah undangan pertama yang bisa gue kasih ke nyokap, undangan lainnya nyusul yaaa haha. And yap, on February 7th, 2015 i'm officially graduated from uni and get my bachelor degree! Seneng banget, pasti. Sedih banget, ya iya juga. Apalagi pas didatengin sama anak-anak Rusia angkatan 2011 dengan berseragam hitam-hitam dan ngasi bunga mawar hitam juga sebagai tanda mereka berkabung melepas lulusnya Rusia 2011 kloter pertama. Sedih rasanya kalo inget-inget ngga ada lagi tuh ribut di grup pagi-pagi nanyain 'hari ini ada dosen gak?', dateng ke kelas pagi-pagi sambil bagi-bagi makanan bacot sana-sini, ke kansas bareng-bareng dari terang sampe gelap. Kangen, kangeen bangetlah but we have a different paths now. I wish us to have a brighter future day. Спасибо за эти последние 3 года, я желаю вам всем удачи для вашего финала. друзья пребывание навсегда. до встречи, товарищь! :)
3. Fariz Zakka Andana
Mahkluk yang tiba-tiba kurang lebih 4 bulan lalu datang ke hidup saya, yang awalnya terasa sedikit menganggu tapi lama-kelamaan gue yang keganggu kalo dia ngga ada (halah halaah). Everything with him happens in a glimpse. Dia nyebelin, jelek, bau, bawel, galak, jutek, jorok, ngomongnya asal-asalan, ngunyah mulu, ngga suka baca buku, tukang maksa, tukang cemburu, cranky apalagi kalo lagi sakit, weaky, pokoknya suka bikin gue kesel tapiiiii.............he loves me. He loves me more than i love himself i can tell. Terima kasih selalu ada di saat-saat genting dalam hidup gue, terima kasih selalu mau gue repotin, terima kasih selalu setia dengerin kebawelan gue, terima kasih udah sabar dengan semua kelakuan gue, terima kasih udah mau maafin semua kekhilafan gue, terima kasih udah berusaha untuk selalu menyenangkan gue but i'm so hard to please tho dan terima kasih sudah mau menerima gue se-apa-adanya ini. Terima kasih sudah berusaha. Thanks for these past few months. Thanks for beautifully loving me that much. I love you in-just-the-way-you-are-and-all-your-forms. We have forever to go, hommie. Godspeed.
We have a title up there (i just entitled it by the time i finish the last paragraph), life is like a giant ferris wheel. It goes up very very slow, and turns upside down super fast. We can't do anything but enjoy it. It's a process. 3,5 years of campus literally such a pain in the ass but that one day called graduation day paid it off, to have everyone smile so proud of you wish you everything good in life. It's not about all the balloons, flowers, and chocolates they gave to you. Not at all. And no, i can't say that all those broken heart things in my life has been paid off, too. No, there's something in life you can't compare in between. And you don't have to. So let's just take a ride on ferris wheel and enjoy while it's spinning.
p.s; you're beyond than that, myohmy.
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