Gue ga tau deh harus seneng atau sedih melepas masa berseragam gue. Di satu sisi gue seneng bebas dari segala tetek bengek pemerintah mengenai pendidikan. Satu sisi, gue sedih. Temen-temen gue dan semua kenangan yang udah kita buat itu yang bikin gue berat ninggalin masa SMA. But life must go on, we'll meet the new world, new friends, new experiences. Isn't that interesting?
Bener kata orang. High School is the best time we ever had. Ada satu waktu dimana gue flashback all the memories when I'm in High School. From the very first time I wore that Putih&Abu-abu.
Di tahun pertama gue di SMA, gue masuk kelas X-5. Kelas yang kompak, gokil, lucu. Dan di kelas ini juga gue menemukan kelima sahabat gue, and even one of them become my lovely now *blushing*. I should say thanks sama guru seni tari gue. Karna kalo gada pelajaran seni tari, gue ga akan bersahabat sama 5 manusia itu. Kalo guru gue itu ga nyuruh bikin kelompok nari, mungkin sampe sekarang gue ga bakal ketemu 5 sahabat yang gue anggep keluarga kedua gue. Thanks a lot, Ibu Seni Tari. (mampus gue lupa namanya, ampun bu, ampun)
Kelas X hidup gue bener-bener diisi dengan main. Apalagi setiap hari Rabu. Gue bersama 5 manusia dan anggota kelompok lainnya selalu latihan nari. Padahal nih ya, padahal latihan nari itu hanya kamuflase. Kalo ditanya nyokap "Ko pulangnya malem Ca?" Gue bilang "Iya kan latihan nari mah". Kalo bilang latihan nari, kenyataannya; ke rumah temen, datengin meja makan sama kulkas, tidur, becanda2, latihan nari 5 menit sebelom mau pulang. Gitu2 aja tiap minggu sampe pas ngambil nilai nari kita semua panik. Hasilnya? Lumayan. Lumayan memalukan.
Tahun kedua, gue masuk jurusan IPS. Tepatnya XI IPS 2. Dapet wali kelas super bawel. Garong Petot (bagi yang masih inget). The second year of High School is very random for me. Banyakan sedihnya sih, gue sempet berantem sama 5 sahabat gue. Gue melakukan kesalahan terbesar gue, dan gue sangat menyesali hal itu. How fools I am. But.....i had the one moment that only me and him knew it. I love that one. Hihi. I love the silent moment when just our eyes that spoke to us. Him.
Finally, the last year. Senior year! The best year in high school! Punya kelas yang super gila, kompak parah, kacau abis. Banyak banget best moment, ga cuma dikelas, tapi diluar kelas juga. XII IPS 2, YOU'RE ROCK GUYS! Especially, for the 'Mayestik moment'. Oh my God I would never ever forget that silly one! Last but not least, the moment when we wanted to face the National Exam and we're all gathered in our lovely class, sat together and talked about our feelings to each other and forgave one to another. Thanks for all your tears that fallen guys, it means we're really loving each other. I hate to say good bye to this class, I hate to face the truth that I'll never sit in the same class with you anymore and I hate to being silly without you. Hiks.
Jadi sedih kan. I hate to miss you all Riri, Detya, Yohana, Nur, Putro, Siti, Adijul, Rudi, Novi, Erma, Chika, Imelda, Cindy, Asih, Gati, Upenk, Heri, Wahyu, Adit, Anto, Desi, Mayang, Rheni, Uwi, Roy, Ikhrom, Anja, Feri, Pandu, Mario, Dwi, Takai, Brian, Bapak, Gilang, Bhima and our leader Arya. Hugs.
Flashback done. Time to face the present and prepare the future. Gue bakal jadi pengangguran sebulan ini. Dirumah, bosen. Kalo main terus, yang ada gue minta duit mulu. I wanna make money from my own hand. But what can I do? Huh?
Randomly, I miss my boy tonight, I wish I could hug and kiss him after 2 days we haven't met. Can't imagine i will never meet him anymore like usual (almost 5 days in a week) we meet in school, spent break-time together, sat at 'our chair' in canteen every morning and watched him drank his milk. Could I? Oh, I wish. And i must.
For you, I want you to know that I love you. I did, do and will always love you. I love you not because of we meet every day. I want to be with you every single day, even when we're apart. I love you until I don't know how to say it anymore, I always say it until that words lose its meaning. I wanna grow old with you, until the day that you had promised me. And I wanna be your #1 Fans always. I don't trust the forever, but I say 'always'. Thank you for everything mbop.
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